A MSN conversation.....

Elvin says:i mentioned u are abit ditzy

Elvin says:LOL

A.M.Y says:OMG

A.M.Y says:ELVIN

A.M.Y says:U DIE

A.M.Y says:I AM NOT DITZY

A.M.Y says:DITZY!!!

Elvin says:eh wat

A.M.Y says:GROSSSSSS

Elvin says:i din say neurotic

Elvin says:gd enuff le

A.M.Y says:U DIE

A.M.Y says:DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A.M.Y says:ARRRGHGHHGHHG

A.M.Y says:oh man

Elvin says:relac

Elvin says:matt agrees with me

Elvin says:HAHAHA

A.M.Y says:....................................

Elvin says:no la

Elvin says:it was just a passing comment

Elvin says:so chill

A.M.Y says:Im gg to cry

A.M.Y says:ah no la

A.M.Y says:that will make me more ditzy

Elvin says:...

AM.Y says:ok

Elvin says:now u are acting neurotic

A.M.Y says:nevermind

A.M.Y says:when I see you this wed....

Elvin says:yes?

Elvin says:what are u gg to do to me?

A.M.Y says:dunno

Elvin says:i have a pretty loud voice, so i might blurt out stuff

Elvin says:so must keep my mouuth busy, i dun mind some cookies

Elvin says:lol

A.M.Y says:neverMIND

A.M.Y says:I WILL SEE U THIS WED

Elvin says:it's tml

Elvin says:so dun make it sound as though it's very far

Elvin says:i know u can't wait to see me =)

A.M.Y says:yeaa... so I will see u TMR

A.M.Y says:i hope u din recalll any of the "im normal even though I work at IMH' yesteray

Elvin says:about tt

Elvin says:so we all had a gd laugh =)

Whee!!!

Done many many things over the past 2 weeks. Went for the kayaking expedition and to Malaysia for white water rafting. I'm black and tanned again!!! My veins are RIPPLING outta my arms!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! (I have a fetish for veiny arms....)

Pictures from the Kayaking Expedition =)

In the begining of the White Water Rafting trip at Larkin Terminal

After the white water rafting, we had paintball the next day.....

Some poor gals sustained horrible bruises from the paintball bullet shots. Very colourful eh??? Must be so painful. I'm the coward- I hid myself so that I wouldn't be shot. HAhahahaha

Going home from Larkin Terminal at JB. =)

No pictures for white water rafting.... we didn't want to wet our cameras....

Christmas Day!!!!

The decor team's painstakingly done up the board with the verse of Micah 5:4 cut from styrofoam, painted and stuck WORD by WORD on the board....

The verse says: "He will stand and sheperd his flock in the strength of the Lord, in the majesty of the name of the Lord his God. And they will live securely, for then His greatness will reach to the ends of the earth." Micah 5:4

How great is our God, that He will protect His people with all His might, and He will not fail to reach out and embrace into His kingdom those who strive and seek to know Him and acknowledge Him as Father God. How blessed are those who know and love Him!!!

An unglam shot of me sleeping on the bus... =\

PQ and me!

If you haven noticed.... I have cut my hair. Damn short. But feels damn good. Haa. I have been wanting such a hair cut for ages!!!!

This is my life...

This is my life, the way that it is. I live beyond existential means, beyond existential wants. Of human desires, of human leisure, I live in this world, experience these things, but yet I am not part of it.

My world lies far beyond what I do everyday, my world is intangible. My world doesn't revolve solely around shopping, getting the latest thing, being able to run 21 km or acheiving some feat.

My world strains to hear what is spoken to my heart. My world strives to see the intangible, the background mechanisms that run this world. My world does things the unconventional, unpopular way.

How strange, people... humans. That unique we are, one of a kind in every genetic variation, we all drift like floating planks on strong waves and tides, threshing about and gnashing when the waves pull and crash together. How strange, that as unique as we are, we follow things and trends like sheep in the flock of masses.

I have made the decision to deny myself. To sink my roots in where the streams of waters flow. To be firm in roots that no current or tide can uproot me.

It is not easy, it is a struggle, but what keeps me going, is the quest for truth and life.

Completed the 21 km Marathon!!!!!

Woooo~~~~~

I'm going through some personal struggles in my life.


Sometimes I wonder even why I'm created.