I don't know if its just me, or many others feel the way I feel too.. I feel as if my emotions are contradicting all the time;
Sometimes I feel so confident of myself, so proud of my own achievements, and then the next moment I could be feeling so down at how minute my contributions are, and that I'm too overconfident of certain things.
Somtimes I feel that I socialize well, and a split second later I wonder if people find me too irritating or too verbally crude.
Sometimes I feel beautiful, the next moment I see myself as a blop of shapeless lard.
Sometimes I think I'm responsible and reliable, next I am horrified at how irresponsible and lazy I am.
Sometimes I get so infatuated by a crush on a guy, and the next moment I could totally deny the fact that I even liked that guy..
Even worse, sometimes I even think that my crush likes me, and the next moment my heart sinks when I think that he doesn't at all...
Sometimes I think I'm so fit and sporty, at other times I feel so flabby and immobile
One moment I wish I could grow my hair long, the next moment I appreciate short hair
Sometimes I think that I care a lot about others, the next moment I realise how narcissistic and conceited I am...
And the list goes on... and on.... and on....
Gosh I think I'm the world's most fickle minded person... hmm.. yet I think I am strict on certain values and principles brought up in me... OH WAD AM I TRYING TO SAY HERE??? My body is trapped in a turmoil of emotions, like a roller coaster it goes up and down and up and down... puke...
